I feel like I have reached a lack of caring in my search for jobs. I actually go through stages. Most stages are of the lack of caring variety.
I still feel for the most part that I want to do event planning and marketing. Unfortunetly more and more I feel like it is an unreachable dream.
Searching for a job is hard work. Searching for a job in California makes one wonder if they will ever get hired. EVER.
Today I thought about how when I lived in Iowa, while unhappy with lots of things, at least I was making money and not having to worry about how I was going to pay the bills. Now that is a daily concern, or I just try and avoid that thought.
Ok this post is depressing. Off to sleep and not think about this anymore.
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