I miss my friend too.
I miss the guy I bonded with over sour cream and a mutual love for silly things.
I miss being completely honest and knowing that we would always come back to "us".
I miss my partner in adventure, my not afraid to say what's on his mind companion.
But I also miss not crying every day and being able to go out without fear of running in to you. I miss my heart being in one piece. I miss day dreams that didn't lead to hurt. I miss saying that I am okay and really meaning it.
I miss having crushes and being able to look at a guy without wondering if he will hurt me too.
I miss listening to the radio and not having every song remind me of you.
I miss avoiding people because they annoy me not because they remind me of you.
I miss peace and restfulness.
I miss my life.
